my dad is a fucken homosexual homosapien

me (11:23:20 PM): I’m loading all my guns
sis (11:23:31 PM): what do you mean.
me (11:23:45 PM): just incase niggas be steppin
sis (11:23:49 PM): lul
me (11:23:52 PM): 1 round in my sks
sis (11:23:54 PM): sur
me (11:23:55 PM): 1 in my ar
me (11:23:59 PM): 2 in my shotty
sis (11:24:08 PM): hey, you know its pretty quiet outside.
me (11:24:16 PM): yeah i know fuck dad
sis (11:24:23 PM): ?
sis (11:24:26 PM): si
me (11:27:49 PM): dad needs to learn that money isnt everything
me (11:28:01 PM): i get so heated thinking about his fucken face
sis (11:28:17 PM): yeah. i had this thought this morning where he thinks money can buy him love and respect
me (11:28:18 PM): sometimes he's so chill but fuck dude he's such a faggot
me (11:28:41 PM): i just want him out of my life
sis (11:28:42 PM): like by rubbing in our face the money he spends to pay for the house is going to make us thankful
sis (11:28:45 PM): ye
me (11:29:14 PM): it makes my heart heavy every time mom defends him
sis (11:29:20 PM): yuh
me (11:29:21 PM): why is she defending a monster
sis (11:29:23 PM): yuh
sis (11:29:27 PM): h8 it
me (11:29:37 PM): maybe because she knew what he was like before he was a monster
sis (11:29:46 PM): yuh
sis (11:29:49 PM): so sed
me (11:30:11 PM): god what the hell is wrong with him i just need to fuck him up
sis (11:30:18 PM): yuh
sis (11:30:22 PM): me 2
me (11:30:30 PM): when i was downstairs he didnt have the courage to look me in the eye
me (11:30:35 PM): WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT SHIT
sis (11:30:46 PM): ha and he talked all fuckin ggay
sis (11:30:47 PM): bitch
me (11:30:54 PM): yeah i was staring at him and he just looks down at his paper
me (11:31:04 PM): AND HE WENT THROUGH MY SHIT
me (11:31:14 PM): who the hell gave him permission
sis (11:31:18 PM): just to see how much you make so he can have his fair share
sis (11:31:19 PM): i d'no man
sis (11:31:33 PM): you can't fuck him up as bad as he fucks you up
sis (11:31:39 PM): cuz he doesn't give a fuck
me (11:31:47 PM): i'm a fuckin adult now i dont need him...he doesnt even help MUCH
me (11:31:54 PM): i have health care
sis (11:31:55 PM): if at all
me (11:31:59 PM): i dont need a car
me (11:32:05 PM): fuck grandma, she can die
me (11:32:36 PM): i'm just sick of the evils that money possesses
sis (11:33:02 PM): all his money, hen, is caught up in stocks
sis (11:33:05 PM): and he won't pull out
sis (11:33:10 PM): economy's going down
sis (11:33:16 PM): he has too many shares to give it all up
sis (11:33:25 PM): he's optimistic
sis (11:33:30 PM): in the worst ways possible
me (11:34:05 PM): fucking asshole needs to see the light or he needs to go
me (11:34:32 PM): leave with his mom so he can sweet talk her and she wont give a shit
sis (11:34:54 PM): i hate his sweet talks
me (11:35:03 PM): yeah i have guns so what? yeah i spend money so what?
sis (11:35:09 PM): makes me want to run right by him and slap him across the face as i make my way upstairs
me (11:35:13 PM): you think charging me $400 is going to help me learN?
me (11:35:23 PM): it wont do shit
me (11:35:31 PM): it wont teach me responsibility or anything
me (11:35:39 PM): i dont know WHERE you go that idea from
sis (11:35:52 PM): genius
sis (11:35:58 PM): oh from allt he money you just made
me (11:36:04 PM): im going to start taking the bus
me (11:36:15 PM): let my car collect dust int the streets
me (11:36:20 PM): i have a free pass anyways
sis (11:36:30 PM): ...
sis (11:36:35 PM): ingenius
me (11:36:56 PM): i just want everything of his to rot
sis (11:37:12 PM): he still won't get it
sis (11:37:13 PM): trust me
me (11:37:14 PM): i dont need his shit support if all he's going to do is bitch
me (11:37:21 PM): THATS WHAT PISSES ME OFF
me (11:37:26 PM): HE STILL WONT GET IT
me (11:37:38 PM): "yeah hen good idea...save money"
me (11:37:41 PM): FUCK YOU DAD
sis (11:38:05 PM): "I want you to work so you can stand on your own feet, i will support you with anything you want"
sis (11:38:09 PM): i'm really fucking sick of that
sis (11:38:15 PM): i never have a fucking comeback
sis (11:38:27 PM): because he thinks he's the shit for providing shelter
sis (11:38:32 PM): he must not know he's suppose to
sis (11:38:43 PM): i feel like grabbing some verses from the bible and throwing it at his face
sis (11:38:48 PM): oh wait, he's no christian
me (11:38:48 PM): yeah and when you talk back he's all dumbfounded
me (11:38:52 PM): he still wont get it
me (11:38:55 PM): he doesnt get shit
sis (11:38:57 PM): he just likes to pretend
me (11:39:00 PM): stupid fucker
sis (11:39:01 PM): dad's really fake
sis (11:39:07 PM): really really really fake
me (11:39:12 PM): ugh i gotta go to sleep
me (11:39:15 PM): clear my head
sis (11:39:20 PM): i don't fucking know how he gets along with that fuking boss of his
sis (11:39:25 PM): fck u
me (11:39:31 PM): i need to graduate and get the fuck outta here
sis (11:39:38 PM): si
me (11:39:50 PM): when he goes in 2 years i wont say bye or anything
me (11:40:00 PM): i'll probably be out of the house
sis (11:40:03 PM): i won't even bring him to the airport
sis (11:40:09 PM): even IF he leaves with mom.
me (11:40:32 PM): it would break my soul if mom left with him
me (11:40:36 PM): but its her choice
sis (11:40:38 PM): mine too
me (11:40:41 PM): and she chose him over us
sis (11:40:47 PM): shit
me (11:40:58 PM): which would make me really angry
me (11:41:24 PM): hopefully the old dad that she knew will come back when she's in cambodia
sis (11:41:36 PM): i don't think so
me (11:41:44 PM): i'll still accept her with my arms open
me (11:41:48 PM): if she decides to come back
me (11:42:00 PM): ok im going to sleep
me (11:42:04 PM): fuck life
me (11:42:15 PM): just take me now satan
me (11:42:22 PM): later.

I got my new toy.

expensive ass sks. haven't shot it yet but it looks like the USSR issued SKS re-incarnated and raped by modern times. It's a Russian made SKS.



a new modernized rifle calls for a modernized anthem.

WHY IS MY

poop green? yeah today I took a dump and it smelled pretty egg-rolly. when I looked down after wiping clean, it was green. scary carey shit. I told my sister afterwards and just now, she told me to type in WHY IS MY... in google and look at their suggestions. the result...drumroll please...



silly americans typing up silly things. I want a new gun so I was looking on calguns and NO FUCKING WAY...



some dude was selling an sks that looked EXACTLY like this one for $400 and he also included a fake aimpoint red dot. I was telling him I was interested so hopefully he calls me. no homo.

mervyns went out of business so I'm out of a job. I've met many many many good people there. on the flip side I've also met many many asshole customers. I miss going to work on the weekends.



oh yeah and one last thing, Chesley B. "Sully" Sullenberger III is a nigga that deserves props. he landed a plane in water. I hope Bush gives him a handshake.

winter break is ending with a bang(s)

well i failed calculus 2 like a faggot and i have to take it again. there goes one more year at san ho fucking gay university. this winter break was probably the coolest winter break i've had so far in my life. I went to canada for a week and my family there is the shit dawgg. they care about us and my cousins are cool. i still smoke but whenever i do i get a headache. i went to the range last friday, i went to another range today and i'm going again tomorrow. this has been a great winter break. i'll blog back when the semester starts. fuck education.