me (11:23:20 PM): I’m loading all my guns
sis (11:23:31 PM): what do you mean.
me (11:23:45 PM): just incase niggas be steppin
sis (11:23:49 PM): lul
me (11:23:52 PM): 1 round in my sks
sis (11:23:54 PM): sur
me (11:23:55 PM): 1 in my ar
me (11:23:59 PM): 2 in my shotty
sis (11:24:08 PM): hey, you know its pretty quiet outside.
me (11:24:16 PM): yeah i know fuck dad
sis (11:24:23 PM): ?
sis (11:24:26 PM): si
me (11:27:49 PM): dad needs to learn that money isnt everything
me (11:28:01 PM): i get so heated thinking about his fucken face
sis (11:28:17 PM): yeah. i had this thought this morning where he thinks money can buy him love and respect
me (11:28:18 PM): sometimes he's so chill but fuck dude he's such a faggot
me (11:28:41 PM): i just want him out of my life
sis (11:28:42 PM): like by rubbing in our face the money he spends to pay for the house is going to make us thankful
sis (11:28:45 PM): ye
me (11:29:14 PM): it makes my heart heavy every time mom defends him
sis (11:29:20 PM): yuh
me (11:29:21 PM): why is she defending a monster
sis (11:29:23 PM): yuh
sis (11:29:27 PM): h8 it
me (11:29:37 PM): maybe because she knew what he was like before he was a monster
sis (11:29:46 PM): yuh
sis (11:29:49 PM): so sed
me (11:30:11 PM): god what the hell is wrong with him i just need to fuck him up
sis (11:30:18 PM): yuh
sis (11:30:22 PM): me 2
me (11:30:30 PM): when i was downstairs he didnt have the courage to look me in the eye
me (11:30:35 PM): WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT SHIT
sis (11:30:46 PM): ha and he talked all fuckin ggay
sis (11:30:47 PM): bitch
me (11:30:54 PM): yeah i was staring at him and he just looks down at his paper
me (11:31:04 PM): AND HE WENT THROUGH MY SHIT
me (11:31:14 PM): who the hell gave him permission
sis (11:31:18 PM): just to see how much you make so he can have his fair share
sis (11:31:19 PM): i d'no man
sis (11:31:33 PM): you can't fuck him up as bad as he fucks you up
sis (11:31:39 PM): cuz he doesn't give a fuck
me (11:31:47 PM): i'm a fuckin adult now i dont need him...he doesnt even help MUCH
me (11:31:54 PM): i have health care
sis (11:31:55 PM): if at all
me (11:31:59 PM): i dont need a car
me (11:32:05 PM): fuck grandma, she can die
me (11:32:36 PM): i'm just sick of the evils that money possesses
sis (11:33:02 PM): all his money, hen, is caught up in stocks
sis (11:33:05 PM): and he won't pull out
sis (11:33:10 PM): economy's going down
sis (11:33:16 PM): he has too many shares to give it all up
sis (11:33:25 PM): he's optimistic
sis (11:33:30 PM): in the worst ways possible
me (11:34:05 PM): fucking asshole needs to see the light or he needs to go
me (11:34:32 PM): leave with his mom so he can sweet talk her and she wont give a shit
sis (11:34:54 PM): i hate his sweet talks
me (11:35:03 PM): yeah i have guns so what? yeah i spend money so what?
sis (11:35:09 PM): makes me want to run right by him and slap him across the face as i make my way upstairs
me (11:35:13 PM): you think charging me $400 is going to help me learN?
me (11:35:23 PM): it wont do shit
me (11:35:31 PM): it wont teach me responsibility or anything
me (11:35:39 PM): i dont know WHERE you go that idea from
sis (11:35:52 PM): genius
sis (11:35:58 PM): oh from allt he money you just made
me (11:36:04 PM): im going to start taking the bus
me (11:36:15 PM): let my car collect dust int the streets
me (11:36:20 PM): i have a free pass anyways
sis (11:36:30 PM): ...
sis (11:36:35 PM): ingenius
me (11:36:56 PM): i just want everything of his to rot
sis (11:37:12 PM): he still won't get it
sis (11:37:13 PM): trust me
me (11:37:14 PM): i dont need his shit support if all he's going to do is bitch
me (11:37:21 PM): THATS WHAT PISSES ME OFF
me (11:37:26 PM): HE STILL WONT GET IT
me (11:37:38 PM): "yeah hen good idea...save money"
me (11:37:41 PM): FUCK YOU DAD
sis (11:38:05 PM): "I want you to work so you can stand on your own feet, i will support you with anything you want"
sis (11:38:09 PM): i'm really fucking sick of that
sis (11:38:15 PM): i never have a fucking comeback
sis (11:38:27 PM): because he thinks he's the shit for providing shelter
sis (11:38:32 PM): he must not know he's suppose to
sis (11:38:43 PM): i feel like grabbing some verses from the bible and throwing it at his face
sis (11:38:48 PM): oh wait, he's no christian
me (11:38:48 PM): yeah and when you talk back he's all dumbfounded
me (11:38:52 PM): he still wont get it
me (11:38:55 PM): he doesnt get shit
sis (11:38:57 PM): he just likes to pretend
me (11:39:00 PM): stupid fucker
sis (11:39:01 PM): dad's really fake
sis (11:39:07 PM): really really really fake
me (11:39:12 PM): ugh i gotta go to sleep
me (11:39:15 PM): clear my head
sis (11:39:20 PM): i don't fucking know how he gets along with that fuking boss of his
sis (11:39:25 PM): fck u
me (11:39:31 PM): i need to graduate and get the fuck outta here
sis (11:39:38 PM): si
me (11:39:50 PM): when he goes in 2 years i wont say bye or anything
me (11:40:00 PM): i'll probably be out of the house
sis (11:40:03 PM): i won't even bring him to the airport
sis (11:40:09 PM): even IF he leaves with mom.
me (11:40:32 PM): it would break my soul if mom left with him
me (11:40:36 PM): but its her choice
sis (11:40:38 PM): mine too
me (11:40:41 PM): and she chose him over us
sis (11:40:47 PM): shit
me (11:40:58 PM): which would make me really angry
me (11:41:24 PM): hopefully the old dad that she knew will come back when she's in cambodia
sis (11:41:36 PM): i don't think so
me (11:41:44 PM): i'll still accept her with my arms open
me (11:41:48 PM): if she decides to come back
me (11:42:00 PM): ok im going to sleep
me (11:42:04 PM): fuck life
me (11:42:15 PM): just take me now satan
me (11:42:22 PM): later.
Monday, January 26, 2009
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