made my sister a gun now

man i'm a redneck. i listen to country and own 5 guns. hick shit. my life as of now is so chill. so school and i MADE OUT FOR THE FIRST TIME IN 4 YEARS! wtf is that shit? GTFOUTTA HERE! and the girl i made out with is fuckin hot and the same girl i was talking about in my previous blog. hot cakes man, i gotta calm down. I'm going to the range tomorrow with my sister so that's cool. she's bringing her friend(s) with her. She wants to take me along to teach them a thing or two on gun safety. nooooooo problem. well there are a bunch of things i wanna type but i'll cut it on this.

on a side note, i know the tobacco company owns all.

hormones of a dude

so I've been talking to this girl from work for a while and she strikes my fancy in a strange way. She's like a death metal chick who is really really nice. its strange because I was interested in other chicks at work until she asked me to go to her barbeque. what's so wierd about that you ask? I thought other guys and hoes from work would be there but when I got there........yeah...........I was the only one form work there. well I'm not quite death metal, as a matter of fact, I'm a wannabe jock or some shit. and on top of that, I haven't been in a relationship for five fuckin years. anyways I go with her to the mall and take her to a park then eat then drop her off at home. she texts me after I leave asking me "would u concider that to be a date? ;)" im thinking "fuck yes" so i text her "Fuck Yes." btw for you assheads I knew I misspelled consider. wow I don't know how to feel. seriously, I am kinda overwhelmed. I mean, I like her but do I love her? my sister says whatever happens happens. just let it flow. well then, lets let it flow and see how far I get........................

damn im addicted to the nicotine

last week of school and im so stressed. I picked up smoking as a past time to help ease my stress. Some people don't understand how it relieves stress........trust me, try it and it does. It might not work the first time but it starts to work eventually. Life at this point seems rushed. I'm rushing to get everything done before the semester is over and at some times, it seems like it's too much. My father isn't really contributing to the stress either. For some reason he just can't smile and has trouble finding a sense of humor. He needs to get over his aspergers.

PUT IT ON FRANKS PLACE ON THE XM BEFO I SLIT YO THROAT.

HODE UUUUUUUUUUP

I found a friend today, but had to let him go.

today when coming home from the library a little puppy followed me home. It didn't bark, it didn't try to bite me, it just followed me home. he smelled like soap so I know he wasn't a stray. such a well behaved puppy too, it let me carry it around and pet it. it even fell asleep on my futon. I was thinking about keeping him for the week, at least until his owner posted LOST posters around the neighborhood, but my dad got angry at me and forced my to let it loose. my window is open now. throughout the whole time he was with me he didn't bark or cry or anything. when I closed my door I heard him cry. a few moments ago I heard him bark. I knew it was him. small, lonely anxious, scared, cold. hopefully someone will find this little guy and give him a temporary home that I couldn't give him. I feel so shitty now. the semester is coming to an end, I have reports to do, but at this moment, I can't even concentrate typing up this damn blog. I'm going to sleep.

when I have kids, I won't be as fucked up as my dad was. I swear on that.

ass face teeth whitening

fudge my gums are white as my teeth. I tried a Listerine white strip and ten seconds after I put it onto my teeth, my gums were on fire. I looked in the mirror and saw that the bleach from the strips started bleaching my gums. My reactions...(wtf) OW WTF THAT FUCKIN HURTS AND BURNS.

The semester is almost over, which is good and bad. I got shitloads of things to do before the semester is over. English research paper, calculus cumulative review, engineering BULLSHIT, comm 020 speech tournament AND public service announcement. About that public service announcement...I plan to announce something on nature or cleanig the environment. The background music will be the "Dosed" instrumental by Red Hot Chilli Peppers. I don't feel like having a bitch fuck fag fuck fuck rollin on twenty fo'z background. I bumped into my cousin today, first time I've seen her on campus the entire damned semester. She's graduating on the 16th, first in our family in this generation to receive a college degree. am I proud? hell fucking yes I am.

Went to the range today and shot my fake MP5. Everyone thinks its a real MP5. I met this guy named David who asked me if it was legal. I said yes, its a rimfire. He asked me if I had a "plan" if the cops caught me with it. I said yes, its a rimfire. The people at the range have a hard time wrapping their head around how realistic airsoft guns have gotten over the past five years. They also have a hard time realizing that a bitch ass college student was able to shoehorn a .22 caliber rifle into an airsoft gun. Meh, they'll get it....eventually. Well I got class at 7:30 tomorrow and I'm seeing Harold and Kumar 2 at the theatres after class. Then who knows...the shooting range again? Sleep.